Monday, December 7, 2009


I'm at the point that I feel like just saying, "Whatever" to everything and everyone. I guess I have a short fuse lately (although I can hide it quite well). I just feel like giving up on sooo many things!

I can't please anyone (especially myself). I can't get everything done in one day. I'm no super-mom and I'm no super-wife. I'm not the best friend in the world and I avoid some of the people I love the most. When does a woman start menopause? Now you say? Or is it just the middle age blues? Am I middle aged at 41? I guess so. How did I get this way??

Welcome to the pity party!

♫ It's my blog and I'll complain if I want to. ♫

I am only partially done decorating my house for Christmas. Not that anyone would notice anyway. I'm too lazy to put up outdoor lights. I haven't wrapped gifts or care to. I haven't even started Christmas cards. And just now I put a new Christmas blog header on my blog just to test it, and next thing I know, the program shut down on it's own and I wasn't finished tweaking it. So I guess the header stays unfinished because I don't have the energy to do it all over again!

And how about the family? I have 3 girls who are "moody" if you know what I mean. One boy who has been missing his hockey practices for several reasons (car related, illness related) so he can be grouchy (plus he keeps running out of socks because MOM can't keep up on the laundry). One daughter who likes to put her fingers in her poo and then run down the hallway with said fingers on the walls. And one husband that puts up with all of it and needs more attention than he is getting.

There is much more, and I will spare you the details, but let's just say that my poor pillow must think I'm the biggest freak for screaming into it so much lately.

To top it all off, I can't get Blogger to let me change the color of my font.

Whatever Blogger, WHATEVER.

5 Whaddaya have to say about this post?:

Nikki said...

I HEAR YOU!! Somedays, some weeks I get so run down I just don't even care anymore. Right now I'm so behind, but the reality hasn't really hit me yet. When it does I'll be saying "whatever!!"

But I do think your blog and header are totally cute!!

Nancy said...

Don't know what to say to make you feel better. However, there's no such thing as super-mom or super-wife, and the one hardest to please is usually yourself. And NO!! 41 is not middle-aged. :)

You guys have been so sick lately over there, no wonder you feel behind on things. I just try to remember that no matter how bad I think things are, there are always others out there with bigger problems than mine.

Feel better soon. We love you!

Caity said...

Ummm...you just summed up how I feel today pretty much to a T! I wish I could drum up some inspiring words for you but I honestly can't think of any for myself right now. The only thing I can think of is that it won't last forever. That seems like painfully pathetic and obvious advice right now.

On the other hand, when I came to your blog I thought, "Wow! What a cute header! Has my sister released headers and I missed it?" You have some mad talent girl! PLUS...say what you will but your duet was beautiful last week!

Leanne said...

Well, Megan DID make new headers!! This one is hers. I just put words in it instead of photos as intended. So, nope...no mad talent here.

Thanks for all the kind words ladies. I kind of just wrote the post for myself to vent a little. Once in a while I tend to have a pity party for myself and then I move on. :(

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